you’ve changed so much recently yet i still continue to support you and i’m still here for you even though i get nothing back. 
don’t get me wrong - i don’t ask for anything back, i don’t want anything back but it’s like you don’t even care about me at all. 

i don’t even know what you are to me anymore. we’re so distant but i guess everything happens for a reason, right?

but you know what worries me the most? what worries me the most is that i can’t trust you at all now and you were the person who i thought knew me better than myself. what worries me even more is that i can trust five boys who don’t even acknowledge my existence more than i can trust you. 

you know what i’m like - you know i’ll accept your crap and you know you’ll get away with it because i can’t bring myself to stop you.